Ever since I was young, I have always been a very excited person. My problem is, I never focus on what is currently going on in my life, I am always focusing on the next step! When I got my first grade teacher, I was excited but even more excited about figuring out who my second grade teacher would be! This has carried over into my young adulthood...
Sometimes I get too caught up in the destination, where I am hoping to be in the future. I constantly think about what I will be doing a year, five years from now and what will be happening then. I get WAY to caught up in what's going to happen in my life next?! I need to realize that this just added unnecessary stress. Planning for the future IS important to think about, it's just my problem is during all that thinking
and planning for the future, I am missing what is going on in my life now! And there are so many great things happening right now that I need to focus on!
This has carried into my relationship. All I can focus on is how excited I am for the next... I am so excited for the NEXT time I get to see Mark, the NEXT time I get to talk to Mark instead of enjoying the moment that we are currently living in. Instead of always looking at next, I need to look at now and see that our relationship is great now! Whatever is to come will come, what's meant to be will find a way. I just need to be willing to sitback and watch how our wonderful relationship will play out!
I need to remember to live in the moment and enjoy where you are right now in your life! Because one day, you'll be looking back...wishing you were here. And those worries you have now..won't even matter! It's is allll about the journey and everything has a way of working itself out!
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